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Emily,

wow you are amazinggggggg, you have always been there for me! Your my big sister, you give the best advise about everything and are so positive! When I met you at Albany in 2010 I thought 'wow she is so gorgeous'! I missed you this year at Albany and ever since we met we have been good friends! Your bro hayden is funny.....hmmmm thats all I can really say about him hehe. I hope Todd and you will be together forever because he makes you very happy and thats what you deserve! Your the sweetest girl I have ever met, you always have a smile on your face! We email all the time and if we didn't I wouldn't know what to do in life!!! (true fact) hehe. You have to come back and see me!!!! because I miss you soooo much!!!! I never want you to leave me life sis!!!!

Love you forever Em xoxo ♥

Swimming is going great now... I have found a way in my mind to get over everything and think positive. I did a meet a few days ago and believed in myself and shocked everyone that was there...i felt great! Now that i have found my positive mind I can do anything!!! States, Age Nationals and the Olympic Trials are coming up and i'm going to shine. The next few months I will train my hardest and have more fun in life :) My diamond is gone... I go to his house and he texts another girl and he is now going out with her! I give up on him! I even told him how I feel and he said 'kk'. Hopefully we are still friends...soon find out I guess.

I use to be the girl known as going out with soooo many guys and now I can't even find a loving boyfriend... I miss my school friends a lot due to summer holidays and can't wait to catch up with a few soon! :) I just wish I had someone for christmas this weekend to say he loves me and to hold me tight. Oh well hopefully next year! For christmas I don't know what I want... 

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!!

life is great and I don't want it to change! ♥

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:'(

I MISS SARAH CHOA!!!!!!!