EM:)

Emily,

wow you are amazinggggggg, you have always been there for me! Your my big sister, you give the best advise about everything and are so positive! When I met you at Albany in 2010 I thought 'wow she is so gorgeous'! I missed you this year at Albany and ever since we met we have been good friends! Your bro hayden is funny.....hmmmm thats all I can really say about him hehe. I hope Todd and you will be together forever because he makes you very happy and thats what you deserve! Your the sweetest girl I have ever met, you always have a smile on your face! We email all the time and if we didn't I wouldn't know what to do in life!!! (true fact) hehe. You have to come back and see me!!!! because I miss you soooo much!!!! I never want you to leave me life sis!!!!

Love you forever Em xoxo ♥

Swimming is going great now... I have found a way in my mind to get over everything and think positive. I did a meet a few days ago and believed in myself and shocked everyone that was there...i felt great! Now that i have found my positive mind I can do anything!!! States, Age Nationals and the Olympic Trials are coming up and i'm going to shine. The next few months I will train my hardest and have more fun in life :) My diamond is gone... I go to his house and he texts another girl and he is now going out with her! I give up on him! I even told him how I feel and he said 'kk'. Hopefully we are still friends...soon find out I guess.

I use to be the girl known as going out with soooo many guys and now I can't even find a loving boyfriend... I miss my school friends a lot due to summer holidays and can't wait to catch up with a few soon! :) I just wish I had someone for christmas this weekend to say he loves me and to hold me tight. Oh well hopefully next year! For christmas I don't know what I want... 

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!!

life is great and I don't want it to change! ♥

ex oh ex oh

:'(

I MISS SARAH CHOA!!!!!!!

My unrelated sister ♥

There is one girl in my world....her name is Abbey i met her in Year 7 but we didn't really have a clue who eachother was. Then at the end of year 9 we became good friends, she was there when i needed someone to lean on as I was having difficult times. She is an amazing girl, the best personality to keep a smile on your face, she is drop dead gorgeous and had the body of a model (true fact about her). She is a true friend...i truely know that! We have the best times and my high school memories are great because of her. I will never lose her...she will never leave my life! I LOVE HER....she is my sister ♥

Quote of life

I can't fly, but the water is my sky.

Made by me and is my inspiration to keep swimming....

Swimming

I try so hard...the pressure is stressing. I train til I hurt and in return I get nothing. Everyone expects so much from you because you are a top swimmer, leader and great person but then why can't I handle the racing? I wish to go to the Olympics...(I'm trying). I got in for the 2012 london trials but as its going i will fail my loved ones, friends and especially MYSELF if I don't start getting my goals. When i dive in the water i feel free but I mentally can't finish the journey. I'm hoping to get there it is my dreams and others but only I can do something about it. So I will, i will train harder and more and become my DREAM SWIMMER:)

My Best Friend

He is my world...i call him my diamond. He is unique and is a girl's best friend. He shines to me and he has grabbed my heart and will never let go like it is stuck by super glue. Every time i'm with him, he respects me and does not use me like boys normally do....he makes me smile all the time and i can't hold a straight face with him :) In movies when best friends help eachother to fall in love and at the end of the movies the best friends fall in love....well i have realised that he is my love. I met him in 2008 and we have been best friends ever since....I'm glad i met him if i didn't i wouldn't know what love is... ♥